Wednesday, September 16, 2020

A Monk In The Woods

 

Yesterday I walked alone in a wooded area next to the sea. A woman approached (staying 6 feet away) where the path divided. 

I asked "Does it matter which way I go?" She answered that the two paths met again further along, and each was as long as the other. I chose one and continued toward thick tall trees, stepping lightly over tree roots, hopping from small path-boulder to small path-boulder, often pausing to look into the sky, to look closely at the bark of a tree, to breathe leaf-fresh air, to listen to wind or water moving nearby. 
 
Then I noticed her, walking some distance behind me, pausing when I paused. And I realized that my slow enjoyment of this space was inconsiderate to this fellow walker who appeared hesitant to pass me along the thin trail. And I wondered why she had not taken the other path. So I stepped lightly off the trail, motioned to her that she could approach to pass, and reached for my pomegranate mask. 
 
But she did not hasten by - she stopped and looked into my eyes and said "I love your colors" which left me speechless as my leaf-filled mind tried to make sense of the words, but then she said "I thought I was following a Tibetan monk in the woods - the colors, the way you move - like a Tibetan monk" After a silence, I said
 
"Maybe you were!" Her gaze softened, then she smiled broadly, and continued along the path ahead of me. 
 
Looking down at fallen poplar leaves and gnarled path-trod roots of the massive trees all around as the softly shadowed air breathed in me, I marveled at finding a monk along this path.

Saturday, July 18, 2020

The Saw-Blade Wind Chime Calls Me To Bed

Luckily,
 
my late husband built this wind-chime
out of dull old circular saw blades.
In a light breeze it does not even sway,
and after a storm it needs careful untangling.
But in a steady breeze or gusty wind,
it sets to clanging, bang-bang, clanging.
And on those days it is my job to stop
whatever I'm doing. Slow down. Listen.

If I listen carefully, I can hear him swearing
at whatever project is going wrong. Or
I hear him calling to me from the bedroom:
"It's late. When you coming to bed?"
And then a little later, sounding sad, 
"I'm in bed all alone." and later, sadder,
"There's nobody here but me." Until,
finally, I listen, and stop, and rest.